feral sun.

feral sun means you can get over anything on your own but you'll always feel lonely 

Those were words actually said to me about my natal chart, I've always found solace in astrology, like some sort of answer I was looking for that I couldn't find somewhere else. Some explanations that made sense to me, not a guide but a tool.
I used to believe that for a long time, since -well- I'm still here and haven't offed myself yet, but lately it's getting harder and harder to "get over shit" and the "always feel lonely" mantra is way more heavy than ever.

Sometimes I just wanna give up.